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Valentine's 2012

2012-02-16T01:05:00.003+08:00

This year, i'm not celebrating Valentine's Day alone anymore.

I've got this dear boy that stood with me for 10 months and more to come!!! <3

So we met up and caught a Valentine's movie at Vivo City GV, the best cinema i've been (up till now).

Love.

K lah, the picture is abit small to see but yeah. Missed out 30 min of the show because...

OF ME. I was late for the meet up. >:( Blame on me ~

But i still did enjoyed the movie even though it's a 2h movie!

After that, we had our most expensive dinner together at...

We wanted to get the outside seats so we get to see the night scenery but failed :(

If we wanna get the outside seats... we have to wait till 9pm!!!

Blame it on Valentine's day :(

And because baby knew that i love western food so he brought me to this restaurant!!!

But it's also because he wanna try this restaurant.

So convenient..... LOL

While waiting for the food...

WHEN THE FOOD ARRIVED YAYYYYY!

Mine is some pork sausage with chips LOL sound so not professional but ya.

I think his is cottage pie if i don't remember wrongly?

yay, satisfiedgirl94! <3

After our dinner, we went to walk outside of vivo! Sat down and chat again, as usual :)

And... CAMWHORE TIME!!!! :D

The love of my life

And when on my way home walking from Yewtee, my legs were aching so badly because of the heels!

So.. halfway i removed my shoes #sofiona and walked with my socks again.

I MEAN IT. And baby held my bag and shoes for me #whysosweet!!!

Really blessed to have this good guy to be my boyfriend.

I'm contented, as long as he's by my side.

Thank you babylove for the wonderful day.

xoxo

Happy 10th Month

2012-02-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

But I don't wanna ruin what we have,love is so unpredictableBut it's the risk that i'm taking,hoping, praying
And I fell in love with my best friend.

9th February, it's another month together with this boy. ☺♥☺
Never regretted from the day i started knowing him, never regretted giving my whole heart to this boy and trust that he won't break it.
From all his sweet talks with the 3 weeks of waiting, all these are worthwhile.Finally it's our 10th month baby. 2 more months to go for our first anniversary! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Met up with baby at woodlands after his lessons at 3 and had movie!'One for the money' i think. Was hoping that it would be a interesting movie but noooo :<After movies, we went down to Northpoint to have our BBQ Chicken together yayyyy <3My Fish & Chip is quite a disappointment :'(
After dinner, headed to vivo to slack because we didn't know where to go.Sat down and chit chat with each other but because of some issues, i cried on this day, on my 10th monthsary~And again, it's this boy who is accompanying me through the hard times again.Love you baby (L)
HOME SWEET HOME.Needed baby's accompany so he stayed up till 4.30am :OOO
♥hee, just by all the small actions, i'm already contented <3Simple yet meaningful monthsary spent.
xoxo

Too hesitant

2012-01-21T09:17:00.002+08:00

I FINALLY CAME BACK TO THIS LITTLE SPACE THAT I NEGLECTED FOR ALMOST A MONTH.

But anyway, it's 21st of January today and it is OFFICIALLY 1 MONTH AWAY FROM MY 18TH BIRTHDAY!
I don't know why i'm so excited about turning 18 but in fact in wouldn't make much of a difference in my life since my hobby is not smoking, clubbing or drinking (which all these need at least 18 to be legal) so yeah, it doesn't make much of a difference to me and i'll just probably be spending my birthday with a bunch of people that i'm with for 5 years.

YES, CLASS CHALET! It just happen to fall on my birthday for the 2nd day. Well. I'm really hesitant whether to celebrate my birthday with just them, or to go half day and the other half at home to celebrate it with my family since it's a 18th birthday. Maybe i'm just taking 18TH BIRTHDAY too seriously but shouldn't it always be a memorable one? :'(
Sigh, can't really make up my mind. So fickle-minded. On this day i decided to just go and ignore that it is my 18th birthday since 21st would be even more important but... Oh no, i started to hesitate again. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME.

I'll just keep this short and continue thinking if i should be celebrating my 18th, on a class chalet ._. ~

xoxo

Sweet 18th birthday, Shushia

2012-01-08T00:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, MY DEAR GIRL!!!! :)

So today's the day!!! It's been a long wait isn't it? hahaha!
Anyway, to start off with this post, i started with a photo that we took when we webcammed last year :)
It was so enjoyable to webcam with you as and when we like it, when we're on the laptop!
I really miss how fun it was during that period of time, let's do it again soon alright <3

Hmm, I'm gonna turn back time.
回到我们小时候

Girlfriends?...

Back to the time when we're all in Secondary 2, year 2 in Swiss Cottage.

It's a pretty tough year for me, but you are one friend who was there for me, for a short period of time.

LOL because we actually quarreled after awhile and disbanded -.-

(what exactly did we quarreled about... I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER LOL)

Back then, we're all so cui. Can't be blamed #sigh

Taken during Sec 3 ITE visit. When we finally patched back our friendship ~ *phew

And during Sec 4 where you and i got into Through Train class and became closer friends :)

Because of....................

(YOU REMEMBER THIS PART?!?!?!? OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG)

And we were so close that we even had study group together :)

And did crazy stuff too.................

What can I say? In the past 4 years, we've had so many memories together, be it good or bad.
Even though we've bickered for umpteen times, but we still managed to patch back our friendship.
It's always like this... because both of us have tough personality, that i can't deny.
But still, there's times whereby you gave in to me no matter how stubborn i am, or how bad your temper was.
For that, i thank you. :)

Also, in one way or the other, you've helped me through my Secondary life too.
During Sec 2, and all the way to Sec 5. It's been a really long way.
Thank you for guiding me through during study groups esp for maths and science questions.
Esp for Physics, you've helped me pretty much and i really appreciated it :)

Still, I wanna say LOVE YOU MY DEAR GIRL.
Thank you for being honest to me that you miss how our friendship used to be, like when we go shopping, eat nice food together etc.
I really do miss it too, but i'm just waiting for you to recall how great those memories were.
I'm glad we are back to before, where we could actually hang out with each other, shopping, eating and even talking our heart out.

Don't forget, even after we graduated, you're still in my heart.
Thanks for the memories babe. Let's keep this going okay? I really enjoy having you around. :)

Last but not least, enjoy your day, birthday girl.

xoxo
(DON'T KILL ME FOR THE CUI PHOTOS, I ALSO DAMN CUI IN THE SEC2 PHOTO ;S)

Saving Up

2012-01-03T00:48:00.002+08:00

I just need to save up $500 for a new camera.

Christmas Celebration @ Mount Faber

2011-12-28T11:38:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
I had a blissful Christmas eve and Christmas day this year!
I'm finally not celebrating Christmas alone anymore~

Oh yes! Cable car with baby! <3

(Mind the messy table, i didn't clean up HAHA)

But before we go to the cable car, we had our dinner at the usual restaurant that we visit everytime we go to Vivo City.

And of course, i never get tired easily of eating the same dish.

Idk how many times i actually ate the same dish. I eat chicken chop baked rice everytime i visit there.

Oh ya, all the pictures are taken with baby's DSLR. Omg so shy when he take pictures!

People beside us keep looking at us :$

OMNOMNOM

After dinner, we are finally on our way to Habourfront Centre to buy the cable car tickets!

We got the Night Rider tickets and on our waaaay ~~ <3

While waiting for the lift...

So on the next stop, we reached Mount Faber!

Baby worked there last year so we decided to pay his colleague a visit but sadly, they're all not around!

It did brought back memories for baby, i guess. But we never stop taking pictures there..

Most importantly, on Christmas, there's no crowd at all. HUH?!?!?!

DSLR seriously make me look fatter. Tsk, enough hor.

Orite, olden days cable car. memorable much? :)

I remember the last time i took cable car with my family i took the yellow colour one! :')

What about some couple photo?

K lah, some fail shots because i really don't know how to camwhore using DSLR. :'(

Pictures of me in the cabin. Sadly... no couple photo in the cabin :'(

Footwear of the day.

Baby's marts's colour is so not true to real life! :OOO

After taking the cable car, i wanted to go to slack at the rooftop but... we had to rush home :'(

At my house:

I'm so blessed to have him pampering and treating me so well.

OH YEAH!! On Christmas Eve, i had to go to work so baby fetched me from work! :)

We had our supper at Yewtee's Xinwang HK restaurant because poor me was hungry :'(

Then baby and i went home and stayed at my house until 1am+ because the last train is 2am.

At 12mn, i handed baby the Christmas present that i prepared for him.

(WHY SO SWEET HAHAHA)

And I actually used my shop's plastic bag to wrap it nicely.

and really nicely i mean.

This is how I spent my Christmas this year. :)

xoxo

Christmas Celebration with baby's friend

2011-12-24T12:47:00.002+08:00

On 22 Dec, I've attended a Christmas Party with baby!
It's a Christmas party with baby's poly clique and his friends are all so friendly! Feel so welcomed once i step into the house and all of them are playing and fooling around.
Very interesting bunch of people :)

The girls doing up the decorations

THEIR PRODUCT. So sweet right :')

When we arrived

This girl is damn sweet. When she first saw me her reaction was like:

Wah, 好久不见！(we haven't met for a long time.) and requested for a photo with me.

Baby's friends are just so outgoing ~ :')

Soon, after our meals, we had games!

The first game is the 21 truth or dare. The person who is the 21st after everyone counted will have to do dare with the person beside it, either right or left.

So yeah, they were the lucky ones. ^^^

They had to pass a small strand of spaghetti with 1 person biting one end and the other person on the other end.

Soon after, everyone got bored and we switched game to something like Musical Chair except that we used tiles on the floor instead.

They are damn rough i tell you! They would push the people in the tiles and the last one after 3 seconds will be the winner.

OMG exciting yet injuring!!!

Couples played the 'musical chair' game too and i can't deny Daniel and Ally, Elizabeth and Aloysius, the 2 couples are all very brave because they competed with each other while...

Baby and I didn't go up to play.

HAHAHA Confirm i win what!!!

Baby & I at the dining area

After the games, we had gift exchange session and cutting cake!

Had chocolate brownie for the cake and gift exchange session was interesting!

Everyone were like excited kids waiting for their turn to get present. heh.

Baby and one of his friend really exchanged gifts because his friend took his gift while he took his friend's.

LOL and.... baby received a Domo coin pouch.

BABY'S REACTION WAS DAMN FUNNY and he told his friend: You totally is buy for her one lor.

LOL

Everyone left the place at about 10.30pm and baby and i was the last to leave because baby had to wear his troublesome Dr. Marts :p
Cleaned up for abit and chat for awhile and home sweet home ~

It was my first experience with baby's poly mates and i really did enjoy myself :)
Thanks everyone for inviting and everything ~

xoxo

Party World

2011-12-19T23:19:00.008+08:00

I'VE FINALLY WENT TO PARTY WORLD AGAIN, for the second time of my life.

But this time round, it's special because it's my first time going to K with this 2 girls:

Good friends for many years already <3

They're the friends that's worth keeping. With a word of concern, it's enough to prove.

So today, it's their first try k-ing at Party World and decided to go to Clementi branch because it is near!

If i'm not wrong, it's inside a mall called 'City Vibe' or something, just beside Clementi Mall.

As usual, we were all late but earliest was YiLin. I think i took the same train as Jocelyn because we arrived at the same timing!

Jocelyn had her lunch at EAT before we go to KOI to buy caramel milk tea and FINALLY PARTY WORLD!!!

We sang for 4 long hours. Each with 2 cups of drink (the cup is bigger than kbox, plus point) and 2 bowls of snacks for the 3 of us. All @ $18.

But there's also a promotion on Weekends or Public Holidays, it's only $12 for 3 hours i think?

Gonna give it a try next time

THE HUGE CUP that i only managed to finish 1 cup. WASTED

Our snacks ^^

Thank you so much for inviting me along my dears~

Although today's a pretty short day, i can't deny i really enjoyed myself.

Another memorable event into my 'memory book'!

Though i'm not really a big fan of Kpop but ending this post with this song:

Because YiLin and Jocelyn both said baby looked like the guy that is sitting by the window.
REALLY MEH!!!! LOL

Picture credits to Joc and YiLin, thanks~~~

xoxo

Working days....

2011-12-14T02:41:00.002+08:00

Finally after such a long period of time... I'm gonna update this rotting blog.
Recently i've been busy taking up jobs one after another, so i'm most of the time away from the laptop!
Anyway, i'm here to update of my working days with the girls, Charman, Shushia and YanTing.
Definitely an enjoyable one on the first day because we get to travel around together,
but the next few days we had to separate into 2-2, and go around Singapore.

So... This is what our job is about.
Going islandwide in Singapore to paste stickers on these shampoos and conditioner.
EASY JOB? NO WAYYYYYYYY. WE HAD TO EVEN TRAVEL TO THE EAST.
FUN? Er... :S

Photos of Day 1 of work, while we're on the bus to Sembawang Plaza (if i don't remember wrongly)

So on the second day, it's left with Charman and I alone, and the other group is Shushia and YanTing.

This girl camwhoring while i do the planning........

These few photos taken is mainly focused on her hand, the tattoo, k. LOL

Day 3 @ work: swap of partners again because Stanley took over YanTing for a day.

(also the day we slacked ALOT)

While waiting for Charman and Stanley at Dhoby Ghaut MRT platform...

FINALLY. DAY 4 AND THE LAST DAY AT WORK

You see the hardworking me....

And the next moment, you see me slacking.

Ok, it's because we passed by Garrett Popcorn shop and it was empty with no one queueing...

So I hop by to get some POPCORNS!!!!!

Swear caramel crisp is still the best. don't get Cheese flavour, you'll get extremely sick of it. Just ask Charman. LOL

OMNOMNOM hungry~

END OF DAY 4 YAYYYY!!!!!

And yeeeap. My last stop was somewhere near my favourite shopping centre: Habourfront Shopping Centre.

YAYYYY! I super love Vivo City even though i don't usually do shopping there.

I just love the rooftop and the place... where there's many pets hee ^^

ALRIGHT, SUCHA BORING POST.

Anyway i'm working part-time at Feb29, the bag shop that can be found at VIVO, Bugis Iluma and JP.

Visit me someday ok? ^^

xoxo

Next post: Happy 8th monthsary~~~~ <3

Prove me wrong.

Am I just an option?

Graduation Night 2011

2011-11-18T14:21:00.082+08:00

On 17th November 2011, I've finally, and officially graduated from Swiss Cottage Secondary School.

The place I have been for 5 long years, a place where i found myself a bunch of good friends.

From Sec 1N2, 2N2, 3N2, 4N2 and finally 5N2, the 2 classes just swapped classmates each year and till the final year, we knew each and every single one of us, and we're together like a class :)

Well, graduation night is the night where everyone is dressed up and getting ready to impress all others.

Especially when we only get to see each frequently in our uniforms, it's this special day that gave us the chance to dress up :)

And on this day, i was just patiently waiting for 3pm to come so that i can get prepared for prom night!

Before that i went to curl my hair for just the special night, and i've no regrets :)

Hopped onto the maxi cab that the 5 of us booked and yay! We're on our way!

The place of graduation dinner this year is at Furama Hotel, Eu Tong Seng Road there.

Well when we went into the hotel, all the 5Ns are gathered at this small corner with sofa, so comfy! HAHA

Let photos do the talking.

TCSFY

Shushia, YanTing and I

The 5 of us with Nisa Darling <3

And... THE 8 OF US.

Yes, all misunderstanding cleared! And we're all friends now.

The guys in 5N always tease us when they see us together, which i think is something that i'm proud of cos we managed to clear all misunderstanding and go on separate ways after graduating ~

John Lim

Charman and Shushia

Theodoros and Nisa

Mr Yoong, English and Literature since Secondary 1

Mr Lim Yiu Tian, physics teacher since Sec 3 and Us

Ms Ng, E math teacher and Us

Secondary 5 form teacher, ~~Miss~~ Mdm Hafiza :)

Lim Yan Ting doing the serving of food for all of us!!!! All thanks to her banquet skills ;)

End of my 5 years journey...
Goodbye Secondary school life,
goodbye friends,
goodbye school and teachers.

I'm gonna enjoy my 5months holiday from now on! <3

11/11/11

2011-11-12T02:24:00.004+08:00

ALRIGHTY.

I'm back on my blog for some update since i'm so free waiting for my new software to be updated on my itouch (okay i know i'm really outdated BUT YA, O LEVELS RIGHT!!!!)

So today, supposedly to be studying from morning to afternoon but oh well, i only started about 1-2pm for my revision to get ready for the last paper!!! FINAL FINAL LAP but i can't pick up the momentum again #hais.

But well, least my trying?

At about 2+ i started preparing to go out to town to have some fun with my dear boyyyy and finally met up with him at about 4.15pm and trained together to Orchard to catch a movie first!!! :) And we caught One Day at Shaw House Lido. OMG I SWEAR IT'S DAMN GRAND AT THAT PLACE... and the people there wear until quite formal, which made us feel so awkward cos k, it's my first time there alright.

Yup this is the poster for this movie.

It's a movie that is released for quite some time but didn't manage to catch it because i was busy with O's~

So I finally got the chance to catch this movie with boyboy!

As stated "Twenty years, Two people..."

Basically, this sentence summarised the whole movie, for real.

It's a movie worth catching though it is quite confusing if you get lost in the middle of the movie.

It's a movie that depicts life of 2 best friend (when they acts like couple) that only get to meet once every year.

However, they always deny getting together... IMO.

Must to catch this movie :) Few pictures grabbed from Google!

When they met again on an old classmate's wedding...

When they met before the girl went to meet the so called boyfriend...

And when they finally realised they're the meant to be couple...

(a little too late huh)

OKAY! End of advertising for this movie HEHEHE.

But i really do admire how they stayed as friends for 10+ years. They are there for each other, acted like couple (not the main point) but ya, they are great friends for so many years despite not meeting up often.

Rare?

After the movie, went around to look for fooooood!

Then went into Taka and one of the restaurant called "PIQUE.NIQUE" for some western food!

It's beside KFC. Boy was attracted by the interior design... and of course, he knew i was hungry LOL.

(It's so seldom that i complain i'm hungry k)
OMOOOO when they served plain water to us, i was attracted by the cup!!! Initially before i touch the cup i thought it was those party cups we used...
BUT IT'S CERAMIC. Interesting.......

Temple Run's an ass. It is more attractive than me that baby kept playing with it to hit his own high score. HAHAHA wl.

Neglected :'(((((

And I made noise... Finally gotten a few pictures with love!
yayyy 11/11/11! C:

Baby changed his fringe parting and it's on the same side as me now! HAHAHA
I know he didn't do it deliberately to pei he me but anyway, idc ~

My Mac N Cheese and baby's... beef burger (idk the name!)
It's so filling i became so bloated again. Ok, i see fats. SHH

After that, shopping with baby!!! (First time after 7 months haaai)
Went over to Wheelock Place to buy baby's Dr Martens that he yearned for since before O's till now.
SEE, HE WANT ME TO ACCOMPANY HIM SO MUCH <3 #justsaying

Settled his Dr Martens, and i think it's nice :'( I want Dr. Martens shoes that the staff is wearing :'((((

Then, headed to collect our couple Toms at some condo around Potong Pasir.
YAYYYY AND YES, COUPLE TOMS. AHAHA
So xiasuay baby's foot size is just A LITTLE larger than mine.
WAHLAOOOOO :'(((

BUT COUPLE TOMS, picture next time <3 hehehehe.
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After which, headed back to Yewtee after all the shopping and stuff to meet up with my primary school babes!!!
So long since the last time we met up pl0x. Miss them to bits!
And at about 11pm, I had FOOD again. See lah, how to slim down like that? #fatedtostayfat

Ya, so met them at Xinwang and it's a must to have the Hong Kong Milktea there!!!! Adore the milk tea there.
And had Siewmai which suck, haai.

Walked home because poor me, the only one, has curfew.
LIKE SERIOUSLY? My brother called me up just 15 min after i met with the girls.
And talked over the phone for the next 15 min w him just because i can't settle a timing to get home.
SERIOUSLY?!?!? It's after O's, HELLOOOO~

That's not the point.
The point is... Everyone went home early because of me. So we walked back together from Yewtee to a void deck and settled down to chit chat again.
But not long later, i needed to leave if not momsie's gonna lock me outside the house :((((( #sadgirl
Home Sweet Home at 12.30am!!!

Overall i've spent 11/11/11 rather fruitfully because I got to meet up with precious people of my life! :)
These are the friends that i'll keep, even after years of life! It's 6 years + 5 years of friends even though in between... YA. But anyway, they are great people that's worth keeping <3

FOR REAL, NOT TRYING TO POR ANYONE HOR.

p/s: WHY STUPID SOFTWARE DOWNLOAD SO SLOW ONE. *grumbles

xoxo

2011-11-10T16:31:00.003+08:00

Finally,

2011-11-10T15:55:00.003+08:00

Hello blog, i'm finally back to update this blog.
Caught up with O levels and neglecting this little corner, now i am gonna have a hard time trying to recall everything that happened during and after O levels.

Oh by the way, i updated a little of my blog skin because i'm abit tired of the previous template lol.

Warning: Wordy post here.

Alright, let's go back in time.

Yesterday, 9th of November 2011
It is none other than the 7th month with my dear boy!
What can i say? I have the best boyfriend I've asked for, that is able to tolerate all my bad temper, no matter what where when and how. And seriously, 7 months... It's not too long, yet it's not too short too. We've never really been in a bad quarrel, but just small arguments between the 2 of us that made our relationship stronger. What else can I say? I really enjoy his accompany each time we hang out together. There is always endless topics to talk about, happenings in both our life. An advisor, listening ear and my punching bag. Sometimes i really feel that i'm not worth him doing so much for me, because on my side, i didn't really do my part as a girlfriend. Yep, i'm not a sweet girlfriend, i dare admit. I don't do sweet things for him and instead it's the other way round. Nonetheless, i'm still trying my best to do what i can for this dear boy here.
Baby, you know you are important to me.
I'll learn to be a better girlfriend, i'll learn, for the sake of this relationship.
Let's walk this through :)

The day before, 8th of November 2011
I went out with Charman C. to town for some simple shopping.
Didn't have anything in mind to get... except for 1 thing, but the store isn't open ;(
So instead, we went to have Pontian noodles at Cine.
Charman had her 2nd meal for lunch with me when she actually eaten before meeting up HAAAI.
This dear girl is sick and she can't eat Yami yogurt nor Frolick, but basically, everyone is tempting her to eat, HAHAHA
And also, since there is nothing much we can do after she settled with buying her things,
WE WENT JOB HUNTING LOLOL. Found Uniqlo, and it is $6.70 per hour! :O
Called up the person but have to be committed to the job for at least a year... which means... Until next year November. FORGET IT.
I only have until late March for part time job please -.-
Shopped around Far East after that and.... I only bought a belt. Wl since when town become so sian.
So we headed back to Lot1 by 190 since it is so boring but the bus is packed with no seats #suay
We stood for the whole journey on the bus back to CCK.

Shopped around Lot1 for awhile and home sweet home about 6plus!

7th of November 2011: The Wedding day
Alright, this is a day where love is in the air ~~~
Another cousin of mine got married on this day and it is 4 years later that they officially held a formal wedding dinner to share the joy with all family members of both the bride and groom.
Of course, it was a 'direct' cousin (as in dad's sis's son's wedding) therefore my family is seated at the first few table, having the best view of the whole wedding!
Nevertheless, it was an enjoyable experience because i never really had a chance to be seated at the VIP table where you get treated like kings and queens HAHAHAHA.
All the food that we got is portioned already while the rest of the tables have to do it themselves. Feel so pampered omoooo.

MY HEELS THAT IS REALLY HIGH (idk how many inch) INSTANTLY KILLED ME.
I stood for awhile only i need to get seats already. Somemore when i sit, it's so not demure i swear. Even my brother scolded me LOLOLOL.
为了爱美做的牺牲，我感觉好伟大　哈哈哈哈哈哈

First, we arrived rather early... First few i guess? The hall is so big and there's about 42 tables there, 2 large projector screen but sadly the stage is so pathetically small that it's so not obvious from far.
What's sweet is there's Singers by the side of the stage to sing for the guests too!
Sadly, the female singer sang much much better than the guy but i do admire their courage... It's live, not recorded.
I kept listening carefully to their pitch and melody and everything else (music lover fyi) but overall the songs are relaxing and I feel so blessed toooooooooo because it's all love songs <3 lol.
Sang along too like no tomorrow because i know all the songs sang haai.
But anyway only momsie, bro and i clapped after each song cos everyone else is busy eating the food #sadcase

The arrival is bride and groom is really grand. There were guys in their white No. 1 uniform and marched in with their 'sword' or whatever you call it. SO GRAND AND I LOVE IT.
They had to complete 2 challenge before that arrive the stage to cut the wedding cake.

Stage 1: My male cousin had to drink up raw egg (EWWW SERIOUSLY)
Stage 2: The bride have to kiss the groom for 30s (it was longer really)

Stage 2 is hilarious. HAHAHA because it's kissing so there were guests shouting like 'LA JI LA JI LA JI' or 'USE YOUR TONGUE' HAHAHA
I think they did lah, from what i see :X
Then there were lights shone on the newly weds and shadow is found on the white wall!!!!
IT WAS SO PRETTY SO IF ANY PHOTOGRAPHER CAUGHT THE PICTURE I SWEAR IT'S SO NICE.
but i doubt so because they are only concentrating on taking the bride and groom because it's their job -.-
Even daddy didn't snap it!!! SUCHA WASTE, COS I DIDN'T BRING MY CAMERA. HAIS.
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Finally, we had our 8 course meal. I SWEAR I GOT SO BLOATED MY STOMACH WAS PROTRUDING OUT LIKKA PREGNANT WOMAN LAH, not trying to exaggerate.
Usually my tummy is ALREADY protruding (k i know) but it made it worse when i ate the dishes one after another!!! I looked fatter in the dress i wore sigh.
But the dishes were only... So-so. Because it's Chinese dishes so it is not as appealing to me because i prefer western dishes :p
The only one i can recall is the fish! They served us Xue Yu, which i think is really nice. My brother that doesn't eat fish also ate it and said it's delicious! Can you imagine how nice it is?!?!? HAHAHA

Was the last group to leave the ballroom. Home sweet home at about 11.45pm!!!
Washed up, showered and i'm all worn out.
Talked on the phone with baby for about an hour and sleep sweet sleeeep.

END OF POST. LOL
So abrupt but ya lah, i'm gonna only post about this week first even though it's super wordy. It's worth recording down because at least i can read back.

I know it's wordy but if you don't wanna read it's all right :)

O Levels

2011-10-30T23:53:00.001+08:00

Hi blog

I didn't blog for so long, and there's so many things I NEED to blog about.
I'll do it after O levels, which is after 4th of November.

For now, forgive me for not updating and letting this place rot.

I just updated my music, it's a pretty old song but i thought it was really catchy!

Okay, back to revisions. I'm fighting for my future!!

Wish me luck? ;)

xoxo

My motivation

2011-10-14T23:25:00.002+08:00

Just a long quote that kept me going:

"People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.
If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway.
If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway.
The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway.

For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway."

— Mother Teresa

Surprise

2011-10-12T23:47:00.001+08:00

Just before 12 midnight arrive, I decided to do a simple blog post because something memorable just happened this morning :)

Last night, my dear boy was informed that I am not attending school today. So when we're on the phone he told me he is coming over to my house the next morning to get back his jacket from me :'( thinking that it's true, I agreed.

and today, I'm a bad girl cos I didn't attend school. I feel that I can do better by doing self revisions at home and do everything own time own target instead of dragging my tired body home and do all the assignments anyhow. Definitely way more productive.

On this fine morning, at about 1130am, this boy called and told me he's at my doorstep. Sadly, I couldn't invite him into my house, yet. :'( Sooo... I gave him his Jacket but he made me go back to my room to get Kafei out. After I took out Kafei, he surprised me with a bouquet of sunflowers. It was so surprising that I instantly sat on the floor leaving him like an idiot at my doorstep. HEEEE okay that is my first experience mah!!!

Even though he still failed to make me cry (too touched/tears of joy) but I am really touched by all his effort and small actions he do just to see me smile. Indescribable feelings when I received that bouquet of flower. I received my first bouquet of flower from my boyfriend at the age of 17, and I'm glad its him HEEE :')

Happy 6th Monthsary babylove.
I wouldn't ask for anything more when there's you.
因为你，我是幸福的。

Ending here with some photos of me with my lovely flowers!
(don't wish to see the flowers wither~~~~)

Happy 6th Monthsary

2011-10-11T20:18:00.001+08:00

We've walked another 1 month together :)

Wouldn't ask for more then just having this boy by my side. We have been through my hardest time together and there's more to come. I believe nothing would be too difficult for us to walk through together.

6th month and still going strong.
I don't mind just looking at your face for the next few years or so.
Well, we'll walk this journey together :)

Baby love, thanks for the love all these while <3

Time

2011-09-28T20:10:00.001+08:00

So little time, yet so many things to do. 26 days to O level examinations.

This week is a real hectic one I can say. Received all my results for prelims 2 and I have to say I'm really satisfied! But I believe theres still pretty much to do for O levels. Sigh.

Been counting down because I really hate this stress level as it gets nearer. There's so many things to do after o levels!!!

Wish me luck?

辛苦你了

2011-09-22T22:41:00.001+08:00

A random post for the day, since I have the mood to post again.

Yesterday, met up with baby after his work and we caught Johnny English together cos I promised to accompany him for the movie after my prelims. And everytime we meet, it feels different because time is so precious for us. We do cherish the limited time we get to spend together.

So this boy, is my motivation whenever my mind took over my heart. For example, during every exams period I would be so stress and I feel like giving up, but this boy here kept me going by finding out the problem and gave me a solution to guide me out when I'm procrastinating 

Yesterday he told me:
'你知不知道你考试很像我比你辛苦。'
:P

I'm glad we've come so far, and we could still hang on even though my mood swings is extremely unstable. Thanks for tolerating with all my nonsense these few weeks.

☺♥☺ 5 month 13 days and still going strong!

End of Prelim 2

2011-09-21T17:58:00.001+08:00

It's finally the end of prelim 2!!! I had my last paper which is f&n just now and I am so glad I made it through!!! At least I'm able to write out what I've revised! ^^ So I'm finally feeling not so tensed up but I know that's not the end, there's more to come: Actual O Level examinations. Yup but nothing would kill my determination to stay focused!!!

Tomorrow's school will be according to the normal timetable and we're most probably gonna take back some of our papers! Gonna just keep praying that I'll not do too badly for my papers, really ;(

Alright just a very short post. Gonna catch a movie with love later (maybe) as a reward for completing Prelim 2 w lesser procrastination as compared to last exam. HAHAHA okay just kiddin'.

Ending with a super shag face of mine. Tired out from studying day and night OMGGGG.

Pretendence

2011-09-17T03:28:00.001+08:00

You have to learn to be true to yourself and to others, in order to have people being true to you too.

I am true to you, and everything said is too.
What about you?

Thoughts

2011-09-16T04:14:00.001+08:00

It's 3.57AM now and I've completely no idea why I am here posting on my blog. Actually it's because I found this app for blogger on the app store so why not? Heh i will do frequents updates from now.

I was procrastinating very very badly just now because... I looked down on myself again. I kept feeling that I'm incapable for studying for my weaker subjects and only focused on better ones while the lousy ones just continue deteriorating. Making myself feel even more demoralized everytime I get back results. But anyway, we're only 30+ days left. So... Blah.

Whined (like always) to baby and he questioned me 'aren't you tired worrying about the same thing?' actually yes but what can I do? Then we had this 'debate' by SMS and basically I just poured out all my feelings and cried like a cry baby :'(

But thankfully, I settled down after awhile (I feel my eyes swollen now) and then had a phone call with baby. 'you know what is this call? Moral support' aww so sweet? Have to admit I'm relying on baby too much for the past 5 months, but anyway tolerate ok. Then we had phone call for awhile and he headed to bed cos there's work tomorrowwww. And me? Rotting on my bed.

Read a blog of my primary school friend's. I think she blogs really well and even though she's been through a hard time after a split, she stayed strong. That's so like her :) Forever the strong girl that I knew since primary school. She blogged about her story(?) with the guy from how deep she loved him and brought him to meet his family to how much effort she put in to how it ended and finally how many undesirable attention she caught because of the split. I'm so happy she made it through the hard times and carried on with life.

For now, I should go to bed and really get into dreams to meet him.

Just so, ending here. Being a bit too emotional now.... G'night. Xoxo

說不哭

2011-09-13T19:03:00.000+08:00

我懂說分手的難處冷靜看著你把話說出
好讓你覺得我沒那麼在乎其實你不說我能感觸
雖然我裝作糊塗提到她你的眼神已明顯已不再專注

這一路每一步都走得太辛苦愛到不了幸福
是我們沒有認路的天賦她讓我看清楚

這旅途每一步都走得太辛苦愛終究走到迷途
決定祝福我會算數
就像當初說要愛你給了全部

我懂說分手的難處冷靜看著你把話說出
好讓你覺得我沒那麼在乎其實你不說我能感觸
雖然我裝作糊塗提到她你的眼神已明顯已不再專注

這一路每一步都走得太辛苦愛到不了幸福
是我們沒有認路的天賦她讓我看清楚

這旅途每一步都走得太辛苦愛終究走到迷途
決定祝福我會算數
就像當初說要愛你給了全部

♪

這旅途每一步都走得太辛苦愛到不了幸福
是我們沒有認路的天賦她讓我看清楚

說不哭眼淚卻止不住畢竟曾擁有過你一段路
決定祝福我會算數
就像當初說要愛你給了全部

BBQ @ Lipeng's

2011-09-10T18:34:00.004+08:00

It's another memorable event with the people! :)

This is finally a proper outing that i attended this holiday. I controlled myself not to go for shopping with cousins and friends and etc and i made it!

K but i hope preparation this week would be enough for me to get over the stupid Prelim 2. :/

It's 42 days to O levels already, WHY SO FAST!!! Okay let's stop talking about O levels, getting on my nerves -.-

So yesterday, I went over to Lipeng's house (it's a super chio condo, at least to me) with baby for BBQ session. I miss having BBQ sessions!! The last time i organised one was last year ;(

First we went to Lipeng's house with Zeling and waited for time to pass, at the same time we had a game of monopoly deal.

AND... I GOT 2 DEAL BREAKERS ON MY HAND SO HIIIII, I WON. HAHAHAAA lucky star Zeling got the property I need so i 'Sly deal' and tadah!!! WINNER (Y)

After the game,

We all went down together to start fire for the pit.

Basically i didn't do anything except for taking pictures with baby's DSLR, guilty :/

And when i asked Lipeng what can I help he's like 'Er... nothing.'

So i shake leg couch at the chair and do nothing, damn boring you knoww. ^^

Then baby came and entertain me with a game of monopoly deal! Hee we're never getting tired of it cos i keep winningggggg yay! <3

And soon, everyone arrived and it's still these boys at work:

So poor thing :'(

Eating and bonding time :B

I really like it when they all chat like never-ending about their new school etc.

So nice to hear them catching up with each other and still able to communicate like classmates despite being in different schools now ~ :)

Just a quick photo while we are chatting at this corner. ;)

Ended the BBQ and everyone went up to Lipeng's house for more catching up.

(we were all squeezing in Lipeng's room before coming to living room lol.)

Then Lipeng's mom offered us some mooncakes ^^

And i'm so hairpeeee there's my fav mooncake (without egg one)!!!

Caught 2 greedy boys starting on the food before the rest came :O

At about 10pm, everyone started to leave because JC students needed to study for promos.

HAHA POLY STUDENTS KEEP SHOWING OFF D:

what about me? the only one taking O levels, cui.

But it's okaaaaay. I'll have my long holidays after that ~~~~~~~

YiLin's pose of the day: Ahlian style

LOL I love Geraldine's expression at the background, so cute :B

HAHAHAHA

OH AND DID I MENTION THIS?

It's our 5th month yesterday! :)

Love it when we count down to monthsaries together,
and would spend every 9th with each other without fail.
Thanks baby for everything for the past 5 months,
tolerating with all my unreasonable demands and taking the effort to understand what i'm thinking.
You're all that I've ever asked for.

Let's keep this going.

Ending here with lotsa luvvv.

xoxo

In A Heartbeat.

2011-08-09T23:40:00.000+08:00

Happy 46th birthday, Singapore!

I feel that this year's NDP song is very very pretty and easy to sing along. Not forgetting, the singer got a really good vocal as well! I'm touched by her voice. #happybirthdaysingapore
I am proud to be a Singaporean.
Majulah Singapura!

Happy 4th monthsary, too.
xoxo

ZeLing's 17th birthday celebration

2011-08-07T13:17:00.001+08:00

Okay okay i know i shouldn't be posting now but i just don't like to see my blog rotting :')

And yes, yesterday was a great day spent with the ex 2e3'09 and 4e2'10.

Celebrated Zeling's birthday @ Vivo (my favourite place!!) and had dinner at Marche.

Baby and I was the 2nd to reach which is about 5.30 and Keyu was first.

We are suppose to gather at 5 but baby say it's 4E2 tradition to be late for 1h+ LOL.

Okay so we waited and wanted to go Marche book seats for 9 but then need 5 to be around, SIAN.

So waited for WanTing, Jocelyn to come, and slowly we all gathered :)

Birthday boy!

After dinner, WanTing, Jocelyn, Keyu and HuaShan 'went off'' first but actually WanTing went to buy Gongcha and Jocelyn, Keyu and HuaShan went to get cake for the birthday boy.

Left with, ZeLing, Lipeng, baby and I at Marche doing nothing but the 3 of them caught up with each other about their poly etc.

That didn't end. After leaving Marche, we went on the broadwalk and Zeling walked on the opposite direction travallator and people keep looking at him and he didn't mind LOL

Soon we settled down at a place as suggested by me! We made him back face the direction where WanTing and girls come from so it's a surprise for him :)

Soon, the girls came up with a birthday cake and everything went smoothly.

And aww, poor Zeling believed me and he got smashed by the cake on his face, not once, but 4 times.

We have 7 people there and I cut the cake into 8 pieces, then he ask me why 8 piece and i said 2 pieces is for WanTing, AND HE BELIEVED, AWWW.

So basically, the cake isn't for eating but to smash on each other faces, LOL

Zeling took revenge on WanTing, Keyu, Jocelyn and Baby while lucky me got away from him!!!!

Baby ran after him at broadwalk to get those cream on his face again, he took off his shoe and ran so baby walked back with his shoe while he walked back with socks, LOL

WHILE HE'S TRYING TO TAKE REVENGE 2ND TIME ON BABY, ME AND KEYU, he fell while running after us -.-

And baby defended for me~ HEHEHEHE.

He's trying to clean off the cake on his face, with the light on the floor and mirror reflection from his phone. ER?

The last smash was epic. We pretended that the girls stand infront and the guys behind doing ugly faces.

But actually, on WanTing's hand, there is a cake and she will turn around and smash it on ZeLing's face.

SURPRISE!!!!

HAHAHAHA I STILL THINK THIS IS THE BEST AWWW.

The girls with birthday boy!

The girls in the toilet cleaning up!

Baby and I left earlier (he wanted me to reach home early!!!) and parted from the rest :'(

But when we were on the route from changing purple to green line, Zeling epicly came in between baby and i, but failed. :'P

So, the rest of us trained back to Jurong East together and WanTing, Jocelyn and Zeling alighted at Bukit batok and baby sent me home!

YAYYYY.

I enjoyed myself so much with the 4E2 people.

Think their bond is so strong that don't meet and still have so many things to share.

Caught up with the ex-2e3'09 too.

It's nice to have people like them to make my day wonderful.

Thanks guys.

xoxo

BYE BLOG

2011-07-12T18:11:00.001+08:00

OKAY AFTER SO MANY YEARS OF BLOGGING CONSTANTLY AND NEVER GIVE UP ON MY BLOG EVEN DURING MAJOR EXAMS ETC.,

BYE BLOG

I have did so badly for my prelims 1 that i decided to put down everything and focus on my studies.
I hope by doing so and putting in more effort, i can get the fruit of labour.
I don't wanna regret not working hard enough.

xoxo

Happy 3rd month

2011-07-10T22:31:00.003+08:00

We've been keeping this going on for 3 months.

And in this 3 month, I've been loved, been pampered.

Let's keep this going shall we? :)

I love this song so much.
Count On Me

You know that this is never-ending,

because we're both so deep in love,

we don't mind giving as much as we can,

we don't mind spending time together doing nothing,

you don't mind me being childish, i don't mind you being retarded at times

Cos this is never-ending, and we'll walk this through.
You mean so much to me.
Not just my soul mate, but everything.

09th July 2011,

Happy 3rd month, wyc.

Exams

2011-07-02T12:04:00.001+08:00

Exams is SOOOO stressful.

I even got pimples outbreak and dark eye rings because I've been burning midnight oil for the papers, tsk.
Yes, I just finished my English paper, E math 1 and Combined humanities.

Really... Dread this exam so much because
1) It is right after June holidays.

Who in the right mind will be ready for exams? Okay maybe those that did nothing during the holidays but studied only. Ya, those are ready. But isn't June holidays for us to relax ourselves? :'( Had to go back to school for this first 2 weeks and then followed by such a big pile of homework to complete and then after that it's exams. Boomz, my June holidays is just gone... LIKE THAT.

But somehow it's guilty pleasure because I did go out for some outing and had a great time with baby :B Did some math only during the exams, which i regretted, quite a lot. Finally felt the pressure when exams is just days before and i didn't do any revision to get ready for it. Dang. And i admit, i didn't really put in any effort during the holidays, so, ya.

2) I am sure I will not do well for most of the subjects,

And my L1R4 will be affected because i got no Chinese (my only A1) to help me 'reduce' the points. It would be SOOOO saddening for the next few months. Discouraged, demoralize, lose faith, the thought of giving up. All would probably be how i feel for the next coming months before the actual O levels. But still, i know when i have negative thoughts, someone would be there to revert it back to the positive me ^^

3) IT MEANS O LEVELS IS REALLY REALLY REAAAALLY ROUND THE CORNER,

And it's time i should panic, because my results is not reflecting well! Okay 'not doing justice' to myself is what came to my mind now, told by Ms Hafiza. I know i haven't really tried my very very best YET. Anyway, it's not the end. Prelim 2 is coming our way in Term 3 week 8 or 9? Which is like... we only got 7 weeks after Prelim 1 to catch up. Weeee ftw. No more outings anymore ~

Let's stop whining here. If not i'm gonna be 'whinny the pooh' HAHAHA
Okay that's it. HAPPY SATURDAY, i'm meeting my boyyyyyyy ~

"Keep holding on, you know we'll make it through"

xoxo

Sweet?

2011-06-21T17:49:00.000+08:00

While I was reading some senior's blog, someone came to my mind.

Chatted with baby and suddenly i mentioned that O levels is near.
4 months left, and i am in deep shit.

But still, there's something i'm looking forward to 4 months later.

[5:43:46 PM] Yong Chow: actually
[5:43:52 PM] Yong Chow: you have plenty of time
[5:44:00 PM] Yong Chow: is just that you countdown in days
[5:44:19 PM] Fiona Thor: I have to to make myself more... aware that O LEVELS IS NEARRR
[5:44:20 PM] Fiona Thor: DAMN NEARRRR
[5:44:23 PM] Fiona Thor: 4 MONTHS LEH
[5:44:26 PM] Yong Chow: so?
[5:44:33 PM] Yong Chow: you only need 2 months to revise
[5:44:44 PM] Fiona Thor: 4 MONTHS LATER IS OUR 6TH MONTH

SO RANDOM AND WRONG CHANNEL, NO LINK MUCH.
k lovehimmuch, byeeeeeeeee

p/s: wth maaaan, was at home the whole day doing NOTHING, danggggggg

xoxo

Happy birthday, Theo.

2011-06-21T15:47:00.000+08:00

On the 15th of June, Theo, Charman, YanTing and I had to attend the Maths mock test.

We even have test during the holidays! But who to blame? It's O levels this year!!!

So after our test, we headed to Lot 1 pizza hut for our lunch together with Shushia joining us!

When we were taking the escalator up with 2nd floor, Charman suddenly walked away saying that she saw her friends, but actually she went to Minitoons to get the toy dog for Theo as her birthday present!!!

Then joined us back as soon as she got her present.

Next, she say she wanna visit the toilet and either of us (but not Theo) should join her.

BUT THEO SAID SHE WANNA GO TO THE TOILET.

So change of plan, YOURS TRULY HAD TO GO DOWN TO B1 TO GET A CAKE, AND BACK BEFORE THEY ARE BACK.

I think i'm some superwoman please, I completed the whole 'mission' within minutes ley!

Almost got caught by Theo but luckily she's just looking around so quickly ran in and told the staffs to help!

So sweet of them. After we had our meals, I fake that i needed to go to the counter for bill cos no staff is around, actually i went to tell the staff to take out the cake LOL

Soon, 'Happy Birthday' is played and all of us were quite shocked, but it's so sweet of Pizza Hut!

All of the other customers were looking at us ;(

Theo, and her new pet dog, June.

I think it's quite adorable!!!

That's not the end of the celebration for Theo's 17th birthday, that's for sure.

So on Sunday, the 19th of June, the plan goes on :)

We were all at Palawan Beach and Theo and Charman had service.

So, Charman was suppose to bring Theo to the Palawan Beach and i thought crossing the bridge would be fun.

We all settled down at tower.

The rest had fun while waiting for my instructions when Theo is about to arrive.

So meanwhile, we're all doing our own stuff, some playing cards, flying kites while the girls?

CAMWHORE :)

The 3 of us.

YanTing got bored, so left with ShuShia and I.

I love this photo taken with Clarence Tan! :O

Soon after, I received a text message from Charman that they are arriving!!!!

So gathered everyone at the pavillion and then got ready!

And that's when the birthday girl arrived!

The organisers + coordinator for this event!

Our group photo before some of them leave!

This event's video is on Charman's blog!

Catch it there!

Lastly, happy 17th birthday, Theo.

I hope you enjoyed your birthday this year.

xoxo

To be continue.........

2011-06-19T23:03:00.001+08:00

This is the summary for today's event.

Look at these happy faces, esp the one in the center.

WE ALL ENJOYED IT SO...

THIS EVENT WAS A SUCCESSSS.

\(^^)/

Go into details as soon as i gather all the photos i need for a complete post!

p/s: Happy Father's Day!!!!

(I had a great dinner, dad paid for it though LOL)

xoxo

Happy Second Monthsary

2011-06-17T03:23:00.058+08:00

For memories sake, I am gonna do blog updates from our Second Monthsary onwards.

(fyi i just dumped my physics tys one side and stopped doing revisions, HOW CAN!!!! tsk)

On the 9th of June, it's the second month that we're together!

Time's been catching up with us but I think we did manage this relationship well :)

Met up on both the 9th and 10th!
Had dinner with baby at Yewtee point after his test and then he headed down to Chinese Garden to meet my cousin for grandpa's birthday celebration! (almost all my relatives is there, awww)

On 10th, met up at night and headed town together to haunt for our gift for going-to-be mdm Hafiza's wedding gift!

He's gonna come down for the wedding to give the gift and to pick me up! Love maxxxx.

Headed to Taka after getting Gongcha (We wanted to play with the pearls so yep)

Walked around with no idea what to buy but I suggested couple bear or something, so we walked around.

A toy shop caught my eye and we went in to play with the toys too, mad childish HAHA.

Baby got me a toy sausage dog that is MAD adorable and nice to hugggg, furry too, and we named it 咖啡 cos it is brown in colour and he always wanted to name his pet dog 咖啡.

Then, I had to walk around with the toy dog like some xmm when actually i'm already 17, wl.

But still, i did it because it's not the first time, LOL

Walked into some shop that MAY have the gift we are looking for and BINGO!

This couple bear caught our attention. Got it and went down to ION to look for nice bag to go along with it.

Then, had dinner with Love and headed home. A short day, but we both enjoyed it! :)

And finally, on the actual day, Ms Hafiza's Wedding.

Sec 4 and 5 sisters, TCSFY

Secondary 1 and 2 sisters, Piglings.

Secondary 3 very precious friends, FET

The shortest within both TCSFY and JJJ cliques

Judy wore heels on that day and I didn't so i'm officially the shortest that day.

But anyway, it's okay HAHAHA.

I don't really have many photos of the wedding but just.. make do with it.

(Photos are taken from Charman and Shushia's camera)

Finally, baby crashed the wedding about 4+.

Many teachers saw us and baby was ex-student so... I shall wait for school reopen.

Baby came down for the wedding with his damn AA attire, I was shocked like..

But anyway, not long later, baby and I went up to Ms Hafiza to hand to her the gift.

Oh well....

Headed to Vivo after that for our movie -- Something borrowed.

Nice movie storyline, but just keep whining about the girl/guy not being faithful when he/she is gonna get married soon. AIYA.

Trained home after the movie. While on the train, had our camwhore session :B

This are the normal ones, others are for self-entertainment ~

Time flies when we're together.

Happy Second Monthsary,

9th June 2011

xoxo

#185

2011-06-14T00:57:00.003+08:00

Hi, it's the 3rd week of June Holiday.

I'M SO LOST.

And i'm tired.

I swear, i'm gonna flunk this Math mock paper.

And Prelims 1, trust me.

FIONA THOR, WHERE IS THE HARDWORKING YOU DAMN IT

So when i was thinking about not getting into my desired course etc.,

this thought came to my mind. That's just plan B i guess.

Mentally prepared, but crossing my fingers, i'll pray.

Maybe, it wasn't a bad choice at all?

So, what have you been targeting for in your whole life?

I don't remember myself doing targets for the past few years, maybe i wasn't expecting, just hoping.

And every time after i get what i hoped for, 'complacent' is the word that comes next.

And obviously, I've lost my momentum for studying. It's the crucial part of Secondary school life.

4 months + to 'O' levels and i have this reaaally awful instinct that keeps bothering me, sickening.

Slowly, as i get more and more worried as time flies, i get more emotional and eventually breakdown.

Breaking down isn't the worst part, but what's worst is when I feel so lousy i wanna just give up on every single thing in my life: my goal, target, passion.

Stopped me from moving on, so much.

And again, today, i experienced this same feeling as i once had.

What should i say? Cos i always remember this 'it's easier said than done'

So true to what I am experiencing now. People around me have been telling me that you have to study hard, work hard and then must concentrate etc.

But for the past 11 years i have been studying, impossible i don't know anything about these right!

But i just can't really apply well what they told me and also not clear of what to do.

So... Have been feeling lost for the last 6 months and nothing is done to solve this problem that's bothering me.

I can't seem to find a solution to it, tried so hard and yet what welcome me are disappointments.

Without fail, there would always be a period of time i don't feel like i'm myself anymore.

Supposed to be lively and happy, but what actually is happening is frowning, crying, and laughter was so limited i could barely count it with the number of fingers i have?

Mom's been worrying for me so much i can see she is feeling helpless, too.

As for dad? He's just there to see the final results, the numbers showing on my report book and the comment written by my teacher.

As for how much effort i have put in, he don't see, so he took it that I didn't study hard enough.

So long my conscious is clear, i don't care whether he knows if i've been studying well.

Trying to get myself mentally prepared for the worst.
At least when it's expected, I can be ready to face it.

Let's start counting down to Prelims 1, shall we?

I... am still lost.

xoxo

Shopping days

2011-06-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

On Friday after our lessons, decided to go for some shopping to get ourselves ready for Ms Hafizah's wedding.

Didn't really bought anything but just a denim jacket to go with my black dress.
I AM READY FOR SUNDAYYYYYY.

And today, i went shopping with Charman Chuang @ Far East and had lunch @ Cine.
But before that we went to collect Charman's free 1 year supply of makeup!
Had to explore around Somerset to get to the place but we didn't actually take very long. :O

Then at night, went over to grandparents house for dinner cos it's grandpa's 80th birthday!

YAY 长命百岁！

Had a long day today, i'm extremely tired! Omg :'(

{All the photos are taken from Charman and Shushia, I wanna get a better camera please )': }

xoxo

Just when I thought about singing...

2011-06-06T00:42:00.001+08:00

Hi Swiss Choir, I missed you so much.

I miss singing choir pieces every Tues and Friday.

I miss being one of the member of the choir.

Surely catching up with my dear choir after my O levels.
After graduating... I would really be away from Swiss Choir.
Where i showed my passion for the long 4 years.

~~But somehow, was never appreciated~~

My weekend

2011-06-05T23:59:00.001+08:00

To round up this, I just have to say i spent my weekend well!

Friday afternoon, I went walking around Lot 1 with Charman after TSY go for D&T lessons after lunch.
Had MOF with the girl and then headed home at 3pm+.
Reached home, and then bathe and prepared to head out again for service @ Cityhall.
I initiated to participate in Theo's New Creation church service, and she brought me to the youth's one.
SO HAPPENING, the songs are not as holy as i thought it would be, like seriously!

Met up with Theo and Clarence @ Jurong East at 5.30pm and headed down.
Was early cos we intend to have dinner, but in the end we changed out mind because it's getting late.
Soon after, Charman joined us for the service!

The service started out with games competing with different age group.
Quite entertaining, and funny!!! I like the games event, HAHA. Can't stop laughing!
Soon they started the singing session with the ROCK version first followed by the holy ones.
But still, the singers are awesome!!!
Pastor said a lot of things, which did not make sense to me at first and Charman explained to me.
Can't be blamed, i was not in touch with Christian prayers etc. for 5 years (was in Christian primary school)

Soon, service ended with singing session and prayers.
'God would change your weeping to blessings' is what i remembered of the whole session,
And that 'God is your father and he loves you'.

Everyone in the hall could feel God with them.
--

Saturday and Sunday is both well spent with wyc for studying!
Saturday, as usual, I was late but he waited patiently :)
Then we headed to Yewtee point's Burger king for studying! Nobody chase us out even after sitting for hours.
At about 4pm+, Wanting joined us as she needed to collect something from wyc, and at the same time eat some stuff.
At about 6pm, Wanting left and we continued with studying! I finished some of my math homework...
But there's still more waiting for me! Like it's never-ending. :'(
Can someone tell me which school is more kanjiong then Swiss!?!?!
But i think it's better to be kanjiong, eeeyes.

Sunday, was extremely late because i was caught up with something at home.
Texted wyc what happened and he actually came down from Yewtee to my house to fetch me, to make sure that I am alright.
Touched by his small acts :') But at least when I see him, he could be the one to make me smile.
Soon, we headed down to our usual place to study but this time at Long John Silver. HAHA
Studied for hours, and had dinner together at 7pm! Had milktea and then walked home :)

Slacked below my block. Felt like some kid when we play and fool around, IT'S MAD TIRING OKAY.
I think i can slim down just by playing around below my block.
Slacked for an hour or two and headed home. Reached home at 10pm!

Time flies when you're having fun.
4 more days!

Memories caught back up with me.

Made me so paranoid whenever it's related to it, couldn't help it.

Tried kicking off the habit, but it isn't helping.

I really tried getting out from the bad memories.

But i guess, I was too traumatized by it.

I'm sorry.

xoxo

Photos Update

2011-06-01T21:44:00.002+08:00

Life before Chinese O levels paper...

Been a good girl most of the time and went out with Charman Chuang to study.
But actually most of the time is she asked me out to study so... :)

Life after O levels Chinese!!!!

Photos from Charman

TCSFY movie outing!

So today, it's a boring day because all we did is study.

Since Chinese papers ended i don't even feel like it's holiday please!

Been reporting to school at 8am and then go home at almost same time as normal sch day.
OHYEAH, IT'S JUNE ALREADY, hope it's gonna be a better month!
With better results, better socializing skills, better concentration span, better time management yadayada
I WANT JUNE TO BE A BETTER MONTH THAT'S IT.

Many events coming up and I can't wait!!!!

Like Seriously, I can't believe that.............

Prelim 1 is like... 26 days away.
OMG

Stress keep coming my way... And the time i have to let my mind rest is only DAYS.
And I need to gear up for MONTHS again. This is so torturing lah :'(

KILL ME PLEASE

xoxo

Breakfast w wyc.

2011-05-30T23:36:00.001+08:00

And not forgetting,

Wyc and I both woke up early today because... We decided to meet up for breakfast before my paper.
I didn't oversleep this time round but because i was too engross in reading 好作文 and in the end i'm late --

Met him @ Gombak mac at 7am plus and bought my pancake!

Had breakfast until about 7.45am (i'm supposed to report at 7.30am) and walked to school together!
I really love the walking journey! Yay :)

Felt so much better with Wyc with me early in the morning to make sure i don't get too stressed up.

Thanks love!
我真的觉得自己好幸福
10 more days!

Insidious with TCSFY

2011-05-30T23:28:00.001+08:00

Finally, TCSFY outing again :')

Basically, I'm a happy girl today because I finished my Chinese O levels paper!!!!! (Y)

Feel so relaxed after i finished the paper and submit it to the invigilators!

I don't care whether i do well or not but at least i know i tried my best! :')

So after my paper, i went home and prepare and then went out again, headed to JP!!!

Was one of the earliest because when i went out then I checked my phone to realise we're meeting at 3pm!

But everyone had their lunch already! I'm th only one that is filling my stomach with popcorns >:

Met up with Theo Chan and then went to get tickets for Insidious the movie! Yay!

It's sort of a horror movie but i think it's really nice! Storyline.. quite interesting, IMO.

Waxed people in the movie, interesting much! One looked like Katy Perry!!!! @Shushia LOL

I was squeaking like a pig (?) until Charman asked me to shut up. LOL

K it's kinda irritating but the sound effect is damn thrilling please!!!! I feel so tired after watching the movie!

But in the middle of the thrilling part, Charman kept asking 'eh want popcorn?'

WAH TOTALLY RUIN THE WHOLE MOOD LOL. I rejected her many times if i'm not wrong o.o

Camwhore in the toileeeeeeeet

Taken before Charman and YanTing leave TSF

After Charman and YanTing left, I got myself Yami Yogurt for dinner!

So long since the last time i ate it :) I think i really pampered myself well today!

Pictures with the Bangs! girl

(I really love the first pic with my tongue out!)

The 3 of us

FINALLY

THEODOROS KEPT SAYING SHE WANNA GET HELIX

She got it.

SHUSHIA'S TEMPTED.

She got it too.

I'M TEMPTED TO RE-PIERCE MY TRAGUS.

And of course, I did it for the 3rd time, again --

Damn sick and tired of spending money on tragus please!

But anyway, I DIDN'T REGRET.

We wandered inside the shop for idk-how-long and finally decided!

Was hesitating so much because i initially wanted to get a conch piercing but they don't pierce conch.

In the end, decided to get tragus.

The shop owners damn friendly please, talked to them like friends!

Esp the uncle, damn humorous and the son is damn friendly

'get tragus piercing lah'

K taken with my baby iPod touch, quality not so good.

Tragus with my helix again, YAYYYY

I enjoyed myself so much today!

'You are so not yourself recently', Shushia told me something like this.

I felt exactly what she said. Probably it's because i'm dead worried for the paper.

Since i've gotten over it, i'm a free bird now.
Don't worry my dear girl! I'd be fine :')

I DREAD GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW LIKE SERIOUSLY

p/s: I don't mind catching Insidious again, really! Damn nice!

xoxo

I love my girls very much.

War mode

2011-05-28T01:08:00.001+08:00

Life's been really tiring for me recently, since Chinese O levels is really round the corner.

2 MORE DAYS LEFT, I know i shouldn't be blogging now but i just don't wanna see this little corner of mine rotting (even though i know 'no one's reading my blog' - by Shushia)

So this is what has been happening for last week -- Mother Tongue Intensive.

Killed me (mentally) so badly.

Felt so discouraged after taking back paper after paper.

Totally made me lost hope for Chinese, made me feel even more discouraged.

Most importantly, it really made me work harder for the upcoming paper.

No joke, it's only 2 days later.

No, correction, it's already 1am now so it's freaking 1 DAY LATER.

WO DE TIAN

After the whole intensive, we got this inter-class competition,

whereby they add up the marks and convert to 100%.

Our class... 5N2... Almost ALMOST got 1st. Sadly, we came in 2nd.

Quite saddening. But still, we tried our best!

MADE MS TOH PROUD! YAYYYYY Love my class much (^~^)v

It's just few more hours to go. This day came faster then expected.

Once and for all, do justice to myself, I am gonna be able to do well. Right?

Study day tomorrow with wyc.

xoxo

My day with Him.

2011-05-15T18:07:00.005+08:00

Yesterday is considered a long day. I spent my day out with Him.
Because Saturdays are dedicated to him only ;)

Woke up at 12pm yesterday because I slept at 1am the night before, SO PIG.
Then woke up and had brunch bought by dad, and received a text to have lunch together~
So prepared and met up at Lot 1 for lunch, and headed to Cdans to watch PVP for bowling.
Stood there for a couple of hours just to be there to support Him, like as if i am training for IT fair like that, I DIDN'T SIT, HAHA

Ended and both us headed home and prepared for Jocelyn's birthday dinner as i was invited :')

Both of us came the latest cos we went home to prepare and met up late.
But anyway, more and more people knew about us, because I was brought there to be introduced :O

Shoo many people there please.
YiLin, WanTing, Jeannette, Jocelyn, Nurin, Minjee, Daniel, Samuel, Qijiang, ZeLing, Kenneth, Junyuan, Lipeng, Jiahui. Familiar faces, so at least the atmosphere is NOT THAT tense. Heh

Dinner was great, but i didn't eat much anyway. :')
Caught up with YiLin, WanTing, Jeannette etc after such a long time, really miss them so much.
Wish we had more chance to go out together my batman and ultraman!!!! :'(

Some of them parted while wyc and I went to get Gongcha with the girls and Qijiang.
Parted after getting it too and headed to my favourite place for our chatting session again, and to visit our 'friend' :')

Taken at 1am plus, yes we're still outside together at that time :O

Home sweet home in cab with a friendly aunty (?) fetching us.

I think she thought we're working adults but actually we're still students :l

Mei guan xi, we both got matured looks.

Okay, luvvvvvvvv boy manyyy.

Came back and was K.O-ed by my mummy in the middle of the night.
Morning, woke up by her nagging at me :S
AND THIS WONDERFUL SUNDAY AFTERNOON, I'M GROUNDED.
;____________;

Another memorable dayyyy ~

Too much to say.

2011-05-12T20:46:00.000+08:00

I'll do photos updates, just captions to summarise the events.

A gift from boy on 10th of May.

It's for my own amusement ^^

Study day with Charman.

Tried our luck to study at Pastamania, but obviously we failed.

LOL

The night I studied so hard for Physics.

My way of releasing stress: Camwhore.

Cheapest Kbox session ever with my dear girls after my physics paper at the building beside Lot1.

It's specially planned by the girls for ME because they know i'm damn stress @.@

I am grateful to have you girls by my side all these while, going through ups and downs!

Definitely, we'll all work hard together right?!

WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER! -3- (kisssss)

With this girl, my ipod would always be flooded.

CAN'T HELP IT LAH, CAM-WHORING IS AN ADDICT!

Finally, I guess you've been waiting for this?

Happy 1st Monthsary, 9th May 2011.

And counting on......

天空；雨点。

xoxo

我的依賴

2011-05-03T01:24:00.000+08:00

蔡依林我的依賴

地震的夜晚趕來作伴
重感冒的凌晨煮著稀飯
這個讓我哭過的人多麼溫暖
我感謝我們不完美卻坦白自然
我們從牽手放手又牽手走過來
願意為更懂你的心 Spending all my life
每當情緒像海你只抱我從不催我講出來
我就明白你是我的依賴

地震的夜晚趕來作伴
重感冒的凌晨煮著稀飯
這個讓我哭過的人多麼溫暖
我感謝我們不完美卻坦白自然
我們從期待失落又期待走過來
願意為一起看未來 Spending all my life
每當變成習慣生活太淡總有感動的意外
我就明白你是我的依賴

就算是幸福都由老天在管
只借不送我還是不肯還用真愛耍賴

我們從日出日落又日出走過來
願意為愛你去忙碌 Spending all my life
每當命運變幻需要狂歡 需要流淚你都在
我就明白你是我的依賴
我們明白愛是互相依賴

Memorable days.

2011-05-02T22:03:00.001+08:00

I can't help but think about you every second, every minute, every hour, everyday.

Spent 2 days consecutive with dear boy and i'm feeling so contented :)

Spent our time at Vivo, as usual, and did our usual routines whenever we visit Vivo!

He did something reaaally out of his mind and made me feel so embarrassed but oh well, for our own amusement. ^^

And again, we went to the rooftop(?) and look at kids driving 'cars' LOL.

Sat down and talked, revised a little bit of chemistry and then time flies, it's time to go home!

Reached home at 12am.

Today, I met up with dear boy again at Northpoint and we studied, as well.

Geog lessons is always great to have him around, only he understand my simple term language --

But hopefully with all the info he pass to me, i can remember it and do well for geog paper.

I don't wanna get mind block again.

It's been great to have you around...

7 more days to go.

Memories...

2011-04-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

我突然间好想你

NG JIELIN, WHERE ARE YOU NOWWWW.

Please go shopping together someday and we reaaaally need to catch up :'(

Chinese Papers tomorrow...

2011-04-28T20:37:00.001+08:00

世上无难事，只怕有心人…

冰冻三尺，非一日之寒…

一言蔽之…

久未聚首，别来无恙？

纸短情长，余言再续，就此搁笔

素问您一向从善如流，办事效率高…

本人希望您能采纳以上的建议…

吃了豹子胆似的

后悔不已

嚎啕大哭

请尽快回复！

HAHA Okay so I am here to revise for my SA1 Chinese papers which is tomorrow!

I can't believe that i actually screwed up the damn English papers today!!!!

I think i'm just not use to the environment, it's damn stressful, that's all i can say.

I can't even think properly cos of time constraint and the stressful environment! :l

So today's English paper... 2 words: NO HOPE. I AM READY FOR THE WORST, OKAY.
Definitely will get 'suan' by Mr Yoong in front of the class, okay.
But well, i really did my best! what can i do! My English is just that lousy mah :'(

'LESSON LEARNT: NEVER NEVER STOP WORKING HARD'

After papers, TCSFY went to Westmall for lunch together like yay!
Finally we had lunch together as a clique, it's been long since the last time we had lunch together.
Ate our lunch, and we started chatting and Charman kept laughing again, LOL
I love the chatting session, even though i didn't really talk o:

After lunch, home sweet home cos I don't really have the mood to walk around!
Boring week due to exams, boring updates, gah!

Wish me all the best for tomorrow, i don't wanna mind block again ;____;

09Apr, 11 days to go~

http://heart--quakes.tumblr.com/

2011-04-27T16:52:00.002+08:00

Hi,

I think blogger is really boring recently and I am just too lazy to update.

Exams officially started today and it was mad stressful idk how many litres of tears i shed already :'(

I think my studies too lousy already, mummy wanna send me for tuition = I got lesser time for my dear ones! :'((

K I am too lazy to make a long post, so let's just go my Tumblr for updates ~

Tumblr is my new addict, http://heart--quakes.tumblr.com/

'There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe'

Bye!

'A picture speaks a thousand words'

2011-04-25T18:09:00.001+08:00

Hiatus

2011-04-22T23:34:00.004+08:00

I will be back with some proper update soon.

I hope you all don't give up on me :'(

School's been stressful (maybe for me only) cos SA1 is round the corner.

I am basically doing nothing because I don't get the 'feel' to study whenever i open up my book.

WHAT'S WRONG?

Too many distractions.

I will be back!

and i'm glad we're still counting on the days, maybe months, and years.

2011-04-13T18:42:00.001+08:00

'Cos I don't need the whole world to know.

Teacher's not around for F&N lesson

2011-04-12T12:19:00.000+08:00

I went to internet and found this pic.

SO BORING OMG.

And i became Junhao's F&N consultant for cookies,

HAHAHA

xoxo

2011-04-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

Study day yesterday for the Math Vector test today.

And it was manageable all thanks to Shushia for taking out time to teach me!

Napfa 5 stations today, and many of them came back to Swiss today.

I failed only 1 station this year, which... I never fail to fail every year -- Standing Board Jump.

But at first i thought i wont be able to do for my incline chin-up.

In the end, i did better then expected :)

You just got to believe in yourself.

Time for homework.

Bye.

Big Mommas-Like Father, Like Son, The Movie

2011-04-03T17:41:00.003+08:00

Been neglecting my blog like nobody's business. But anyway no one's reading except for some.
Those who bothered to update themselves about me, my life.
Those friends are the ones that stands out, love you peepzzz.
Everytime ppl ask me: 'Eh why you never update your blog already?' I will feel so glad at least someone bother to read my blog :')
But anyway, that's not the point, i just love my friends <3

And on 27th March, I went out with Theodoros, Shushia and YanTing :D
We went to watch a movie, Big Mommas-Like Father, Like Son at Orchard Cineleisure.
We sat on the first row and the view is super cool, HAHA
But overall, the movie is super nice especially with the song that the male and female lead sing together! (Y)

Charman is not with us for this outing because she had arrangement before i planned for this movie :')

Taken with Yan Ting at Graffiti Cafe for our Wonton Noodle!

Neoprints with the girls is a must for every outing!

Our hobby since Secondary 1 8)

Group photo, photo with Shushia

And after movie, we went to Scape for KBOX Session!

(This is a last minute plan, I LIKE)

The girls didn't like me to choose the songs if not the whole list will be my songs, LOL

Photos taken with the girls.

Everyone looked so worn out :'(

BUT IT'S OKAY.

I keep looking at this photo and i feel that i look like a particular person...

okay. If you know who i'm referring, I GOT NO INTENTION TO COPY HER AT ALL OKAY.

I AM MYSELF.

The last song sang by ME! :D

Group photo to round up the day.

All in all, i enjoyed the movie and Kbox!

Finally had the chance to go kbox again after 123162746278 times of asking ppl to accompany me there. :'(

It's time to work hard, Fiona.

p/s: We're left with +- 6 months to O levels.

xoxo

唐山大地震

2011-04-02T01:55:00.000+08:00

唐山大地震 Aftershock

http://www.tudou.com/playlist/p/a37452.html

Super nice movie that I watched for the past 2 hours.

“没了，才知道啥叫没了。”

Piano or guitar?

2011-04-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

After O Levels.......

I just can't make up my mind.

My dream is to compose my own songs.

xoxo
p/s: Happy April Fool's day.

Happy 1st year, TCSFY

2011-03-21T20:49:00.003+08:00

Happy first anniversary, TCSFY

It's been a really tough, tiring yet enjoyable journey till we reached this day!

So many times spent together, every occasion, our birthday and more.

Never fail to come in a 'package' for every occasion, so 'one for all, all for one'

But what's more special, we've been friends that have gone through so many quarrels.

In the end, we're doing fine with each other's company.

Well well, what can i say?

If I've not been a good friend,

forgive me for i don't know what takes to be a GOOD or BAD friend.

Confession: I have been trying my best.

May all of us get flying colours for O levels and work hard for upcoming SA1!

Take it as stepping stones to succeeding during O levels, believe we can do it :)

HANG ON GIRLS, WE STILL HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO!!!!

愿我们白头偕老吧！

xoxo

2011-03-21T20:42:00.002+08:00

2011-03-21T16:17:00.000+08:00

not perfect guy but real

2011-03-21T13:17:00.001+08:00

Inspirations.

2011-03-21T01:03:00.001+08:00

People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies. Succeed anyway
If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you. Be honest and sincere anyway.
What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight. Create anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway.
Give the best you have, and it will never be enough. Give your best anyway.
In the final analysis, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.

The day you went away

2011-03-20T22:50:00.001+08:00

Well I wonder could it be

When I was dreaming ’bout you baby

You were dreaming of me

Call me crazy, call me blind

To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better

And does she love you like I do

I do, you know I really really do

Well hey

So much I need to say

Been lonely since the day

The day you went away

So sad but true

For me there’s only you

Been crying since the day

The day you went away

I remember date and time

September twenty second

Sunday twenty five after nine

In the doorway with your case

No longer shouting at each other

There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special

Something we’ll never have again

I know, I guess I really really know

The day you went away

Why do we never know what we’ve got ’til it’s gone

How could I carry on

The day you went away

Cause I’ve been missing you so much I have to say

Been crying since the day

The day you went away

School reopen tomorrow.

2011-03-20T22:12:00.010+08:00

Cui, took this in the midnight while waiting for my brother to come back home.

Today is a rotting day, was supposed to start on my homework.

But apparently, there's no progress, meh.

School's tomorrow......

And I haven't really complete my homework.

HOW TO GET GOOD RESULTS FOR O LEVELS.

I start whining again, again, again, again.........

AND HAVE NO ACTIONS YET.

COME ON LAH FIONA.

So would you walkaway when you found out i'm not that perfect

would you turn away when you see my flaws

would you be willing to wait till i get the faith again

would you stand by me whenever i'm in need

would you, would you, would you?

i'm not a strong girl, you know.

xoxo

Yesterday.

2011-03-19T23:59:00.007+08:00

To you who gave me this gift,

Thank you.

18th March 2011

Your courage,
the awkward silence,
your comfort.

Everything turned out fine.

Yet, i haven't make up my mind.

xoxo

I had a long day today.

2011-03-16T22:32:00.001+08:00

Finally, i am doing a blog post during this holiday.
I think i totally have no life during this March holiday but i did caught up with few of my friends that i think is worth keeping.

Monday I had remedial in the morning and then, went to Mac to do homework with Shushia.
Went home at about 5pm plus, was suppose to prepare and go for Kbox together cos we were craving for it.
Changed to movie @ JP cos the earliest slot for Kbox is either 9pm or 12am, tsk!
But it is too far for me to travel down especially when i have f&n remedial the next morning, so i just skipped it. T_T

Tuesday morning, i went to school by myself thinking that i would be late, but i was the first 3, hehe!
And then, started on the coursework and didn't really finish much, still had to bring home and finish up :S Just another holiday assignment for me! Zzz.
After F&N, had choir practice until 5+, i can only say that it is the most interesting session ever.
Enjoyed myself so much! I didn't know i can sing VERYYY high notes. It's just all about projecting i guess?
Headed home, showered and changed out, met Shihui, Eddy, Elston and friend at Causeway Point (I miss that place very much, I miss working at Playcraft...)
Had Ajisen and started walking around with Shihui and Eddy after Elston and friend left.
I love all the jokes Eddy said, LOL stupid yet i can laugh till i almost roll on the floor (Y)
They never fail to make me enjoy every outing with them :)

And today, had to attend school again in the morning (i am going to school everyday, so what's the difference hmm?)
Chemistry lesson i almost fell asleep! Couldnt really survive for the whole lesson, but i did!!! :D
Homed and had a short nap till i received Charman's phone call.
LUCKILY SHE CALLED ME, OR ELSE I WILL BE SLEEPING AWAY LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.
Prepared quickly and met Charman @ Yewtee and on our way to town! (Y)

Saw so many people there. But Pesdy was the one that i was DAMN surprised. HAHAHA
I didn't reply his text so i felt really guilty -- Okay, sorry.
Then shopped around, but nothing really caught my eyes. So basically, i spent all my money on food today, like always.
Okay, enough of window shopping! I miss how crazily i shopped just to look for CNY clothings and going shopping almost everyday if i have the time.

At night, met YiLin and WanTing @ Northpoint's Seoul Garden. Damn it! I felt damn full leyyyyy.
But still managed to eat a little that YiLin cooked for me and had super disgusting ice cream, it's... disgusting really. :/
Left Seoul Garden and i feel so smelly like SERIOUSLY. But we're all smelly 8)
Went to the library and slacked, talk cock, listen to them talk and Yongchow came.
Talked till the library closed and we went home sweet home:)

Long day today, but i enjoyed myself so much. :}

Tomorrow, will be choir combined concert. I'm the only Sec5.
Lonely much? I hate sitting alone in the bus, and listening to my music, ALONE.
I also don't wanna act like some leader when actually I no longer have any position.
(I know there's people gossiping behind my back, I know what you all are thinking, it's all written over your face. Anything, just tell me, really. It's not very difficult to ask me to go away right? :) Thanks.)

Anyway, I have to advertise for my dear friends, YiLin and WanTing.

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SUPPORT SUPPORT!!!!

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That's all for todayyyyyy.

I am looking forward to Friday ~

xoxo

Sports Day 2011.

2011-03-14T18:57:00.001+08:00

So yes, I was toooo LAZY to post for my blog and apparently it's rotting.
Friday was Swiss's Annual Sports Day and it's no good.
I mean, it's good that it is near my house 8) But overall, it is only average.
Moreover, it's after school, well? --

And after Sports Day, TCSFY walked to Lot1 together (instead of taking bus)
And had Pasta Mania for dinner, played catching with my girls for the first time.
We really ran around Lot1, HAHAHA it's really fun! :D
--

Since it's our last year in Swiss this year, most of the Sec5s didn't care and we sat together (Y)

United as ever, the 5N house (Y)

And we only cheered for the 5N who participated in events.

Long Jump all position is taken up by 5N! John Lim, Aiksoon & Afiq i think?

Nice. (Y)

And again, TCSFY <3

Lastly, US.

TCSFY plus J to the power of 3.

HAHAHA the name given by Ilyas (Y)

Well, we've been through so so many obstacles to reach this stage.

Who would ever wish to get back with people whom they quarreled with again and over again?

None other then Us.

Am glad that my last wish is fulfilled before graduating from Swiss.

Girls, i wish you all best of luck for O levels.

And with this, i'll end of this post with:

我们都长大了，对吧？:)

xoxo

谢谢你的美好

Results

2011-03-03T16:54:00.000+08:00

I am very ultimately sure i will be entering SSP :')

But, that's not a bad thing right?

It just gives me more time for self-study, which i like (Y)

Oh well, studies been.... not very good.

But English I am slowly improving ~

PERSEVERANCE!!!!!!

JIAYOU, I KNOW I CAN DO IT.

Belated Celebration

2011-02-27T19:15:00.001+08:00

Once again, happy 17th birthday to me!

I spent my birthday in school last Monday. It wasn't too special but at least i did enjoy myself having MOF with Charman.

On Friday, TCSFY, Junkai, Clarence and Minjiang celebrated my birthday at some park at Boonlay Station nearby.
It is an awesome place for couples to hang out, good place to fly kite and? A PLACE FOR ME TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH THE PRANK OF THE BIRTHDAY CAKE (N)

This cake was smashed right in my face :S

Damn those power rangers!!!

They smashed the cake right in my face, and i was kind of helpless so i cried.
Then washed my face but still could smell the damn chocolate taste on my face :'(
After washing up, they gave me my birthday present:)

It is a photo album with all the TCSFY photos and how we went through and become a clique.
Everything is so happening for the last 4 years, kicked out, out casted, have to learn to be independent etc etc.
But still, at the end of the day, that is how we grow to be an adult which is part of our lives.
So LIFE GOES ON! :')

GROUP PHOTOS, memories to be kept (L)

--

Also, on Saturday, I went to the Health Promotion Board with the school for F&N Research!
The library is so super big and so many books! Information is so many i can stay there for a day just to read up for my research, but sadly, we stayed there for only 3 hours.
Wasn't quite productive for me, i didn't get many information at all :S

Inside the library (there's more boys then girls, wow! :O)

And outside of Healthzone!

Shopped with Priscilla Cousin at Cineleisure today, my belated celebration with her:)

Took neoprint which is pretty~~~~

The machine help me add colour to my hair, i like the colour 8)

Can't wait for O levels to end.....

xoxo

10 couples, 3 questions.

2011-02-23T23:54:00.000+08:00

Love is in the air.
xoxo

17th birthday;)

2011-02-21T20:40:00.000+08:00

I AM SO FINALLY SEVENTEEEEEEEEEN.

Can't deny, i am a happy girl today!

Started my day with many people wishing me happy birthday when i reach the class!

then physics test was manageable? f&n sucked, but it's okay:)

Slacked my day away,

Chem prac i paired up with Eugene Mui!

And he did almost everything, cos i am too clumsy to do alone:S

Lunch at Shakery with TCSFY.

Listened to Charman's storytelling, very interesting!

Parted and went Lot1 with Charman (i didnt feel like going home, so she acc me.)

Owe her MOF, i promised to get a meal w her at MOF when i'm sick.

Talked while having our drinks, feel so bloated omg.

Soon, we walked around round round and round. Lol.

Thennnnnnn, saw EDWIN! The little boy, but very friendly already:)

Spam still going on @ 8.37pm!

Keep it going all beloved ones! I will be replying all until 9pm, and i'm off for revisions!

yayyyyy.

I think those who posted on my Facebook wall really made my day, no joke.

You all are the ones who made me feel better!

LAST PAPER TOMORROW, E MATHS!

p/s: thanks for those who wished me! really :)

THANKS 5N2 FOR THE BIRTHDAY SONG.

xoxoxoxoxo

Something to say.

2011-02-13T02:28:00.006+08:00

There's so much for me to say, that i just couldn't get it off my mind.

Because, there are people who really know that i needed a listening ear.

They were there for me, we've been through all the hard times.

I never wanna lose them.

They made me realise, there are really true friends in this world.

TCSFY

Because of them, i've learnt that i'm never alone.

CNY 2011 Day 2

2011-02-04T22:47:00.003+08:00

Thanks WanTing beloved for the cupcakes! ♥

It's been so long since the last time we get to get so close like last time!

Haha, i wish you all the best for poly and remember to meet up often too k?

We can mug together except that you will be with your laptop and me with worksheets :'(

HEHE, I MISS YOU MUCHHYY QINGRENNNN.

CNY School Celebration

This year, our school had this special case that students didn't need to study in the morning and have celebrations in the afternoon. (We used to have to study until like 12pm and then concert)

So the concert started at about 7.45 am!

Goodies from Ms Hafizah, our form teacher! So sweet 8)

And, some zilian while waiting for concert to start....

The concert was kind of entertaining. But hey, i feel that they left out the Sec5s, HMM.

TCSY without F! :'(

Headed to JP after the concert and had Long John breakfast with my girls!

Walked around, bought a belt and bangles! ♥

Then, YanTing and I headed to Lot1 for more shopping while the rest went home!

Reunion dinner was as usual, same routine every year, steamboat.

Count down till 12mn, decorated my house with mom, and slacked the time away. LOL

Slept at 3.30am~ Wheee, is that enough?

This lucky toy dog accompanied me everywhere i go this new year. ♥

Day out with family! :')

Outside of Universal studio and some chocolate shop! ;)

THE CHOCOLATE BAR IS SO CUTE, OMG!

Hmm wonder if it's a girl or guy inside.......

MY DINNER, Ice Cream Waffle with family. ♥

Mummy helped me take this photo ♥

ALL IN ALL,

I enjoyed Chinese New Year this year!

Even though there's little Angbaos this year, quite pathetic :\

But i like this year! YAY

Next up: Valentine's Day, 2nd Monthsary and

MY 17TH BIRTHDAY

21st of February, don't need reminders right? LOL

Please don't buy me soft toys anymore 8)

(Unless you find rare domo stuff toys, then please buy for me ♥, hehe)

xoxo!

HAPPY CNY 2011

2011-02-04T02:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year 2011!

I enjoyed myself much this year ;)

xoxo

2011-01-31T20:52:00.001+08:00

Do you all remember?

This was the time, that was so memorable for me.

But all the dreams were broken with my imperfections.

But because of the times where i had to be independent, i grew up to be a better person.

In my whole Secondary school life,

how much have I changed?

Gonna do a post soon about... my past 4 years in Swiss.

With Love.

2011-01-30T11:47:00.002+08:00

On Friday,

There was this hamper wrapping competition within classes,
and we started wrapping at 12pm, everyone did their part!
Some swept the floor, helped with Class Decor and some did hamper wrapping!
While me, i'm doing all the photo takings, hee :)

Everyone is so bonded while helping out, even the guys are doing, how sweet can they be?
And i can't imagine how much i'd miss the class after O levels etc etc.
OMG WHY AM I THINK SO FAR.
--

And yesterday, I finally had my chance to meet up with my Ultraman and Batman! (HAHA)
That was our nicknames when we were in Secondary 2, how memorable!

So WanTing and Yi Lin, my beloved friends who were there when I needed one so much in Secondary 2.
They are one of those who were there for me whenever i need them, no matter what happened they never chose to leave.
When i always talk about true friend, they would be so thick skin to admit they are.
HOW SWEET? I'd never forget them even after they graduated! :)

We met up at Jurong East and unbelievably i was the first to reach, followed by YiLin and WanTing!
At first it was a little awkward, then we started chatting and catching up with each other's life.
They're my #1 stalker manxzs! They kept asking me things that i didnt expect them to know.
LOL ULTIMATE STALKERS, but i love them :*
Shopped and finally got to buy some stuff, and it is always me buying --
Bought a pair of shoes for new year, and a set of outfit for new year as well.
Love them muchhyyyy. Shopped till about 8pm and we headed to Dhoby Ghaut cube to pass Yongchow his FRED PERRY birthday present from the 5 of them.
I was there to extra, I ADMIT. But it is because WanTing and YiLin persuaded me to follow and cheated me saying they're only gonna pas things to Yongchow and would be leaving!
But in the end, we had dinner with the 7 boys at Justacia!
Finished at about 10pm+, and waaaa NICE YONGCHOW ASKED ME FOR MY NUMBER.
HAHA
Yongchow treated all 10 of us! Omg i only know him for like, 1 DAY!?!?!
But still, SO SWEET OF HIM.
Zeling's voice is extremely cute!!!! EVERYTIME HE TALKS, i just listen. HAHA
DAMN CUTE OMG.

Home Sweet Home @ 11pm.
I love yesterday muchhh.
AWESOME PEOPLE! (Y)

p/s: I took a photo with Zeling, but i think he dont wanna upload:'(

ZELING UPLOADED!

YAYYYYYY

HAHA

Flashbacks.

2011-01-29T00:23:00.001+08:00

Suddenly kept listening to this song. I think this song never fail to make me feel sad/feel like crying. As usual, this song means alot to me. It relates to me about my girls, and the memories of last time/last relationships.

Randomly, this thought came to my mind, it is already my last year in Swiss, totally at a blink of an eye.

I remember when i was in Sec3, i thought, hey there's still 2 more years to go (awwww)

But now, I can't believe i'm actually left with months and lesser the 365 days!

After i see how united my class and 5N1 is, i felt.. a sudden heavy hearted feeling.

I felt that i may not sense this teamwork/unity in the future after graduating,

I felt that there wouldn't be anymore people who know us as well as those in 5N now because we've seen each other almost everyday for 5 years, how can we possibly not understand each other?

I felt that... well, i know i shouldn't be thinking too much.

I know i'd have to cherish my classmates more from now onwards!

Make more time for them and also, create more memories together as 5N! (do more epic things)

Believe someday when all of us look back to Secondary school life,

it'll all be wonderful memories.

At least, my last wish is fulfilled just not long ago.

I strongly believe it's fate, and we're meant-to-be friends, just that it took us a little longer to overcome the obstacle.

I'm glad everything came to an end.

Thanks for the memories, awesome people.

xoxo

2011-01-25T21:55:00.002+08:00

And, happily ever after.

Quote of the day.

2011-01-24T20:44:00.003+08:00

Everytime you thought of giving up, remind yourself what kept you holding on.

I've made up my mind.

2011-01-21T21:03:00.001+08:00

I have finally made up my mind to go back to Piano after my o levels.

Yes? YES! No more quitting this time round, and i wont give up, even if i'd have to start again from Grade 1.

Piano is a instrument that is so different from others, woooah. :)

School's a bore. We've been doing the same thing everyday.
Every week just passes by like.. wow. And common tests is coming up (on my birthday!!!)

What more can i say? And oh, choir is really crowded now with all the Sec1s joining us!

Choir, give in your best! We can do it! (L)

I can't wait for Chinese new year!

with love,

xoxo

Happy 17th January 2011.

2011-01-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

Just a short post before getting back to my work and also before today ends,

Happy 1st Month, dear boy.

Met up with boy after remedial, i'm glad we still managed to meet up.

With Loves.

Never be replaced.

xoxo

2011-01-16T00:49:00.002+08:00

Pure acting cute, was trying to camwhore w my webcam in the middle of the night.

Gahh, life's a bore.

I need to start clearing the mess in my room, monday someone's gonna come and repaint my house!

Yay! New year is round the corner.

People, please ask me out for shopping during the weekends k?

But sorry, i'm booked for next week by Shushia and my cousin!

WAKAKA.

I feel so fat already, without being able to exercise 3 times a week, exercise time and PE.
Our exercise time is taken away from us! AND
OMG, PE LIKE DOING NOTHING, cos i suck at being active except for running.
LOL, must be making a fool of myself again, zzzzz.
It's okay, I'M NOT A ACTIVE PERSON, THAT'S WHY SO FAT MAH RIGHT.

Well, monday's the day too, yet i'll be busy with remedial @ school.

If you're reading this, i'm sorry boy.

xoxo